I deleted our lengthy disagreement. No one here needs that. If you want it posted that’s your decision.
My pointing out that many women experience a temporary reduction in libido while breastfeeding was a personal attack on you. It was an informative, fact based addition to the conversation. Saying that you being so eager for sex so soon isn’t the norm and made you lucky wasn’t sarcastic. I think it’s important for people to know that not everyone is so fortunate. OP was not so fortunate. That’s okay. Everyone is different. There are things that can be done, there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, but understanding all the contributing factors is what helps many couples work through them.