thank you for understanding, and I'm sorry to hear for your loss. I wish you so much love and health. I really appreciate you not bashing me. I really have been lost and he was just familiar and my piece of her. I'm in therapy and this often talked about. I have abandonment issues on top of everything prior to this, so letting go of what I thought I loved was extremely hard for me to do. I was ready to let him go and then tell her, and then he silenced me. there's no silencing anymore.

and I only have camera proof of him coming in and out of my house. I wouldn't record that type of stuff and send it to her, but I do genuinely want to talk to her about it.