You really need to grow up. I only asked for advice, and I shared how I feel. I only intimated that someone was "cute" Everything else you insinuated is false rhetoric you created.

You're not allowed to mock someone for being suicidal it violates the rules of this sub reddit.

You're not allowed to harass someone either, or personally attack them.

What you're doing is wrong, and it violates the rules too.

When I spoke to my Mom I didn't have a need to be right. You don't seem to know how to have a constructive conversation without attempting to blame the other person you're conversing with.

I already see a therapist, once per week. Perhaps you should consider it.