15 months. As I've pointed out, the main reason I'd lost my job was my own lackluster performance. I did not make any extra effort to learn the ropes and do things in time, so my dismissal was well-deserved. I lacked the drive, the desire to make any effort. I was just drifting through life, as I continue to do at the moment.

Also, my utterly horrible social skills (imagine a middle school kid trying to communicate with adults, that would be me) made my daily work even more miserable. And the fact that I shared the same office room with my overly emotional boss didn't help.

Also, I can't seem to understand what you're trying to say, other than the fact that it's hard.