sorry, i was a mess when writing this.
the man that molested me took me to one of his mates houses, he was also a paedophile and had a daughter. they molested us both at the same time and after they were done, this other girls mother came in after they had had their way with us and the 3 of us jumped in the same bed. they held me tight as i cried myself to sleep.
i got away from my abuser and forgot everything that happened, saw her again maybe 6/7 years later and i was acted like a bitch towards her. i also have blacked out a massive chunk of my life around this time too and now i'm starting to remember everything that happened and i'm feeling extremely guilty