there are some facts that might help you:

- not all women can handle a big one, it hurts

- possibly those who say they prefer large have some contagious disease. personally I only like virgin women

-the size you see in the videos is not the general rule among all men

-Even if you do not have it the average size, a surgery to lengthen it could also be possible

-there are even lesbians who can satisfy their girlfriends

-the disgust about any part of your body is mental, there is no reason to hate you for that, they are only ideas that put the media in the head of society

-It does not matter the size to be a man, you are a man and you are worth the same as any other man.