My peak trans moments were - Male socialization - That sexist post that went around saying "All terfs are ugly" (because ugly is the worst insult for a women because looks are all they're worth lololol) - Dating a trans woman and being manipulated by them - All trans women are strangely polyamorous, and all but one that I've known sexually harrassed me or a friend, one sexually harrassed me along with 35 other women & trans women online. Many of them minors. - Queernuck.tumblr.com - The trans black deal and no one being able to explain the difference to me without being outrageously sexist - Hearing about a women-run pedophile ring and immediately knowing, and being right, about them all being trans women - Spending hours of my day being uncomfortable and angry due to the gaslighting And finally ~ - Being told that any male could be secretly trans so treating them like oppressors was transmisogynistic

Now I do think that transitioning is a tool that is and should be available to deal with our fucked up society, and people should be able to choose their genitals and how their body looks (hurry up science!) but the discourse is bullshit and fucked up. I will never get a penis and I will never fully be a man in my lifetime, and I shouldn't have to to be respected. I do really want to transition eventually though, if only to feel like a real human. The penis thing just kills me.