I am curious myself, I hope others can share.

Long story short, yesterday a doctor and I had a little long conversation, compared to a web MD article and my past trauma and medical history there is a possibility. For now I been told to journal my thoughts, and ask others whom live with me to help identifiy if certain things take place such as:

The claim some will say I suddenly sound aggressive with a slight voice change. I know it was said but to me it sounded normal speech.

Time lapse.

If I feel like something is taking over.

Do I have conversations with people I do not recall (for example I have been told I talk to friends and family about something, only within 5-10 minutes I will start that conversation again and when I am told I said the same exact thing, I will tell you I never said anything and that I was busy doing something else, and I will recall the last activity I remember doing)

There are times I feel like someone does talk on my behalf, but I can't stop it.

Have I written things down or said something I do not remember? (already found out I am guilty of it in just that appointment alone)

The voices in my head. I hold intelligent conversations with them, primarily when I am alone or in trouble. I do sometimes get a sense of an actual person with me, but I also don't always hear a clear voice. Like I explained to the doctor "I got an idea the other day trying to figure out something, but the idea did not feel like it was my own, it was like someone literally told me the idea"

But I was also told this: Men are more likely to deny symptoms and trauma histories, and commonly exhibit more violent behavior, rather than amnesia or fugue states. This can lead to elevated false negative diagnosis.

Right now I am on a mission following doctors orders, but my medical chart is quite the novel.

In the meantime I have to be more self aware, and note things in order to determine what is going on until I get to see those real professionals.