Hey guys. So last Saturday, at a party, I kissed a super interesting, cute, clever girl. The last time I had talked to her was literally when we were 13 years old (we are 18 now) and things had ended badly (I stopped talking to her because I was an immature jerk I guess; I don't really blame myself a lot because of my age at the time)

Anyway, we make out for like 30 seconds because I really had to leave the party (there was a taxi outside waiting for me and my friends) but I remember feeling really "good" after the kiss. I didn't fall in love or anything but I said "hey, this is a girl I'd date". She gave me her number, asked me to text her, even said I was "shy but really really cute" before we kissed. Also, she touched my arm a lot and she was actually the one who "made the move" (yes, this is kind of important).

So today, some other friends that stayed a little longer at the party with this girl told me that she told them (apparently 15 minutes after the kiss) that the she "wouldn't be with me right now, she just kissed me to get some sort of closure". Yes, she was referring to that time we were 13.

What the actual hell? I don't even know how to feel really.