Me to. I'm much younger than you, I'm in my sophomore year of highschool. I haven't made a single friend since Freshman year. I had a boyfriend, he was my first real boyfriend, my first kiss, my first love. He cheated on me last thursday, our relationship wasn't healthy anyway, it still hurt because he was the only person I had. Now i'm completely alone. To my parents, my depression and loneliness is an annoying burden. My mom was gorgeous when she was younger, and the way she talks to me makes me think she use to be that stereotypical mean girl.

"see, THIS is why people don't want to be your friend" every time I mess up.

I have one friend but she's unreachable. She lives a state away and I can never predict when I'll get to talk to her next.. Her calls are the only thing I have to look foreword to.

Have you ever heard the poem/song "Invisible" its how I feel. I think it's how you feel to. I think I'll post it on the main forum, because I love it, its my feelings. It goes:

I am tired and uninspired. I am used batteries. I am talentless and stale. I am a book that’s been read and now sits on the shelf. I am a broken guitar string. I am useless. I am invisible.

everyday i feel like i’m at war with the world. some days i feel like i’m standing on the tallest mountain screaming at the top of my lungs, “look at me, please look at me.” if loneliness ever needed a definition, it’d be me. i see countless faces everyday but do they see me? i am alone. i am invisible.

all i want to do is to help people like me. i want to hold you and kiss your scars and say, “i swear to god it’ll be okay. not today, but one day. one day you will wake up and smile for no damn reason.” but today we can cry. today, we can be invisible.

(this is me) You are not the only one that feels this way. Go to a window and look up. Because I'm looking up to. and we're looking at the same sky Just know somewhere, there's someone just as sad and lonely as you, looking up at the same sky.