Reality

Yep. I was about a month in, maybe less, and I went to the shop to pick up my doses for the day and they were out of everything.

That's when I first felt that "Oh shit!" feeling, but I went home and lay on the couch just to have a normal evening without. I started feeling the squirminess in my legs, repositioning myself, couldn't get comfortable. I wound up Googling the store, finding one in a city about an hour away and calling to see if they had any. I was immediately in my car on the Interstate. I should've known to just say fuck this right then

I've seen several users in the store who could t get any for whatever reason, maybe they didn't have their license, and the store was about to close, and I recognized and empathized with the panic.

One of the best feelings, after I quit, I went to the shop to grab a glass piece, and that's when I first heard about the Ban, maybe ten days away, and saw all these regulars freaking out already, wondering what they were gonna do. And I just felt "Thank God I don't have to go through that! This news doesn't really affect me." Of course, it did have an impact, cause I figured I could get a little bit before it was illegal, then wound up stocking up because it was 90% off, then wound up right back where I started

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