My injuries and the pain I'm in is my own shit, I don't expect sympathy or anybody to foot the bills for whatever, I come from a very umble very loving working class family and I would not ever wish I had a better up bringing.

See my gripe is nobody handed me a job, I worked my fuckin ass off and got injured for nothing, fixed myself up blue hand towel paper and packing tape, I was once handed 10 pence to phone work from the hospital after they fixed me up, my heads pissing blood FFS!.

Yeah I do wish I had rich parents, it upset them especially my dad having to pick me up from hospital with a 3 inch gash on my forehead which I fixed myself. I never asked to be born, kids are supposed to be greater than the sum, theres me sliced skull torn ligaments a few cracked ribs a few twisted ankles also tore the skin of my fingers right hand and had a mini stroke in work.

All fixed by myself including the mini stroke, I just tore off the heart monitor and sticky things on my legs and walked out. You can't do that they said! I do what I fuckin like and nobody is going to stop me going back to work.

Work stopped me, work paid me off until I got a docs fit for work chit. Paid off means fuck all, no wages no nothing. If you were a parent knowing your own kid was going through shit like that you'd want them to take what you had to give wouldn't you? I'm proud and stubborn anyway.

The mini stroke is part of my life I'd rather forget anyway, it wasn't nice.