Eat lunch sitting on the toilet in the bathroom in high school. Eight years later and I still remember the feeling of sitting there bored and how quiet it was. I remember exactly what I ate. At first I did it in the big bathroom by the lunch tables. Because it was so big, it felt safe at first. At any given time there were girls walking in or out so I felt like I blended in inside my little stall. One day, there was a lull and a group of girls came in and stayed for awhile and no one else came in. They finally discovered I was in there and and I remember them laughing and making fun of me. After that, I had to go to a lot of effort to rotate different bathrooms for different days and I was always afraid that would happen again.