Thank you. Indeed, I’ve been realizing my mindset around partaking and recently made a significant breakthrough mentally. Yesterday, when I woke up, I took some time clear headed, and then asked myself if I would like to blaze one up. This was progress as I use to automatically blaze when I wake up with coffee. I guess I realized that I was looking at the whole thing a unhealthy way. If I do choose to partake, it should be out of choice to recreate or whatever, not from need. I realized this yesterday when I was blazing, I figured that while I was stoned, that I really didn’t need to be stoned to start the day. I was just getting stoned because it’s just a way of feeling I’ve gotten so accustomed to. That feeling, is something that today I realized I no longer need. At least not right now in my life. I also realized, If I didn’t have a problem then I wouldn’t be in this boat. I do have a addiction or habit issue that I really need to correct before I even think of even entertaining cannabis again. Cannot make any promises. I can be weak willed. Therefore I may relapse.

I hear you though, one puff , bowl one dab , will not doom me forever from a clear header, sober life. As long I am making progress is all that counts. All the best to you !