Forgot to do a backcheck of what this person(s) posts are like, before i got so upset. And it's all the same weird advice, that's not to be taken very seriously. I still would like to see some resilience from humans to acknowledge an issue and not further ignore it.

My uncle in law (as i call him) in his death letter requested that his family hear of his thoughts at his funeral, and we did so as his request although his words were not to lighten up the room, but filled with more lingering darkness. His words went along the lines of "I hope for people like me who have been battling this for so long, that we don't have to do this to ourselves and can legally get someone to administer death, as for people like me who suffered the similar fate, there is no more hope, and nothing is worth living if one feels the way I do".

My friend, as stupid as he was, hung himself in a forest alone and cold on a late autumn night to be found by his younger brother the next morning, with no note or any indications of his feelings, he just left. His selfishness in this regard sucked, as it emotionally took a toll on everyone. His ex girlfriend confessed with his obsession over her, and although was unseen by others, it's clear she had a big impact on him. I'm sure he wouldn't of wanted anyone else to suffer, but again he wasn't thinking about anything else. I know that dumbo regrets his decision, but now i believe he's in another world, gaining knowledge of what life is. He just got there faster, and again might have a more difficult time, but i know when I'm down on myself he would want me to push through it, or so i'd like to think. Although the other side might be brighter, i dont think it'll be any less challenging then this earth, and i know i can hear him say those words to me right now. He'd likely be calling me a dumbass if i thought any different. In my mind, we'll never meet again, not in the same body forms we once were anyways, but we're already crossing eachothers intellectual thoughts, and that's enough for me to accept the reality that maybe heaven nor hell exists, but a further challenging form of life exists past life in our world and will gradually explain more and more about our universe. This is just my theory, and i picture my fallen loved ones and people that i cherished as friends as a light source in space (like a star). Which is what they all were to me on this earth. It helps me from preventing my own thoughts of death, because if life was so great past this life, everyone would be dying to move on. There's also a threshold of pain tolerance, and unlike him, i dont have the balls to act out on some of my more negative feelings. My thoughts are what seperate me from others, and what defines me as a being.

I hope i can inspire others, and prevent them from feeling bad about themselves.