There are some positives to your story. You are young, you do have an income of some kind, you live alone, you're single, no kids.

So that means you dont have to answer to anyone or worry about anyone ahead of yourself, you have the gift of a lot of free time. You can kinda do whatever you want whenever you want at this stage. Start by investing in yourself. Like do you have any fitness goals? Does the city you live in have any cool sights or things to do? Are there any parks you can just go sit at for a while and enjoy the sun or breeze? You'd be surprised where you can find inspiration and motivation.

I used to be pretty cynical before I was diagnosed with depression in 2018. I still have my times of struggle but I will always have a new appreciation for life since my diagnosis. Life is pretty cool, and there is much to see and do out there. Youre needed on this earth so try your best to get moving and see what's out there ❤