I have, I play the same games and keep wanting to play new ones, but I never do. I have a big Steam library from sales, and some 3DS games I have and want to play, but I never feel like trying a new game. I'm more interested in buying the games, having them shipped to me and opening the packages. Does anyone else love buying stuff online just so they can track the package and open it up? Oh it's a lovely feeling.

Playing games feels like I'm admitting defeat when it comes to trying to be productive. I tell myself "I shouldn't be gaming, there's work to do!", so if I start gaming or watching a movie, I'm admitting that I'm not going to do it, so I feel guilty. As a result, I avoid watching movies or trying new games. I'm fine with spending 8+ hours a day on Reddit or Youtube though, I'm not sure why I don't feel the same about that.

If I'm on reddit, I'm on "break", and can start working at any time. A Youtube video is only a few minutes long, I can do work once I'm done with this video. If I'm gaming though, I have to dedicate some time to playing it, and that's time that I definitely won't be working. It's my depression, and people don't think logically when they're in depression.