I am so sorry you’ve dealt with all that I can imagine how incredibly stressful that must have been..Especially while being pregnant. The cost of childcare is insane. I don’t see how people can afford kids these unless they are absolutely loaded and have tons of family help or something. And I understand the feeling of feeling demoralized and struggling mentally. On top of my kids dad leaving he also ended up passing away not long after. Even though he made some terrible decisions a part of me will always still loved him deeply. It’s hard being strong..but then you gotta be strong for your kids. And it’s tough. Really Hoping things get better for you guys soon ❤️