To make a long story short(er); get new job a year ago, get a desk by a girl, we hit off, she's been in a relationship for years and things are not looking good, we start hanging out outside of work these past 6 months, I develop feelings for her, she breaks up with her partner and confess that she has feelings for me too about 2 months ago, I'm 29 and this has never happened before; someone actually liking me as more than a friend, things are great but ridiculously complicated for her what with her ex and their apartment and shit, we spend most of June together enjoying each others closeness.

On Tuesday she tells me that we need to stop, that this whole thing was a mistake and that she was just very confused by everything that's been going on.

So it's been a horrible week and I'm kinda more broken than usual.

Don't get me wrong though, I knew this wouldn't work. I just thought that it would fizzle out a lot slower and not with her doing a complete U-turn when everything seemed to be going great.

It's odd really, I should be mad but I can't be mad at her, she's a lovely person and even though I know that the correct course of action in this case should be to just never see her again I'm still gonna try my hardest to rebuild the friendship we had before all of this. I mean... I have no friends and I have never connected with anyone in the same way before, I can't go back to not having anyone.

Thoughts?