Be autistic and disabled. Thus, gullible and very helpless. Get raped by dad until 6, not really understand what's happening. Get older, go to uni. Make friend. Friend helps with things like carrying groceries, cooking, etc. Friend decides he's my boyfriend. I feel uncomfortable but everyone tells me how lucky I am he helps me out, and I wanted to make my mum proud that I could be more independent. Friend starts raping me and putting me on starvation diets that led to me developing bulimia. After six months, make a run for it and move into another accomodation. Lose all friends as Friend is charismatic and I'm not. Make new friends. New friend promises not to hurt me. I trust him. Have seizure. Wake up half-naked. New friend was molesting/raping me whenever I was fainting. New friend spreads rumour that I'm a sex worker, cannot leave house as random men approach me. Last year I had to move into another accomodation that was mixed, and Flatmate gifted me a small bottle of wine. Never drunk before. Over christmas was home alone, thought I should try it. My carer said that the wine was drugged based on how I had reacted to it. Flatmate was very into drugs and had many kinds. Flatmate had lied about leaving over christmas and decided to act on his foot fetish. I walked barefoot and it had been 'driving him crazy'. He didn't stop at my feet.

Technically I've not left the house in 5~6 years, apart from very brief moments in emergencies.