That is quite a summary you have there. It all comes down to this. I get treated like shit at a hospital the moment I mention the fact I smoke weed. There I think there is a reason the general public has not heard about cyclic vomiting. Every single time it was mentioned at a hospital was in a negative way towards my actions as a human being. It didn't feel like a medical diagnosis. I felt like a personal attack against me and my thoughts on the subject. I have to live with myself every goddamn day, A doctor gets a few tests on a paper and has known about me for an hour, suddenly I'm supposed to believe everything they say as fact? Just like I'm supposed to blindly follow a police officers orders, no matter how insane or unreasonable they may be?