That's a very long story, but to be short, it went that way: Asexual -> Gay -> Bisexual -> Heteroflexible -> Bisexual -> Graysexual for men -> Heterosexual -> Polysexual (enbies & women) -> Heterosexual

I was in fact convinced I had to feel attracted to men because of bad choices I made in the past, but since I actually made peace with femininity, I started to notice a strong attraction (sexual and romantic) to women. And it has never felt as authentic and effortless than that. I felt like I was under the effect of a spell. I couldn't stop smiling and felt soft, vulnerable, ready to know more about those people who litteraly made me feel that way.

I actually have never daydreamed about being with men. I also never had fantasies about them and with women, everything went so naturally that it surprised me the first time it happened.

I don't have those thoughts about nonbinary people, but I'm still open to them, knowing that what really appeal me in a relationship is the fact that our identities are different from one another. I want to learn more, feel like we're different, but yet so similar. That's probably why I am also way more attracted to masculinity then feminity.