Hello, it's my first time

bad thoughts.

"I don't feel sad all the time. The days i feel okay is when i don't feel anything, not sad or happy. I am not confident enough to call it depression because I am never properly diagnosed. From stories that I read in this sub, depressed people are unable to keep their jobs and take care of themselves. They also do the "real" self-harm. Maybe I am just too sensitive and overreact. LOL my problems aren't even real."

Your problems are real. And depression isn't a result, it's the cause.

When I'm at my worst I just lie in bed. I'm a 6'5 guy, apparently attractive and I'll go a day or two without eating because I can't face life.

Sorry, I didn't mean to make it about me. I'll just say, if you feel bad and still treat people well, if you stand up whem your mind says stay down, if you can fight this fucking illness.

YOU'RE MY HERO

/r/SuicideWatch Thread