Yea well good luck to you with that. Im just not sure with all that love between you two why are you and her leaving each other so much. Could it be perhaps you are both miserable fucks that depend on each other but dont actually want to be with each other? Like leeching each other? You know what I mean? Like too scared to be without each other but dont actually love each other? You dont need to asnwer this. Just think about it for yourself. I dont wana get into your personal life tho. Good luck to you. Your biggest logical fallacy here is your analogy to a warevolf. Your partner is a human not a warevolf. They know what they are doing unlike a warevolf. They think about thier decisions and then proceed. You arent a hero for turning them back into human. THey were human all along. You are just convincing them to stay with you even though they actively decided not to. You are simply buying them some time to find a better person than you. If they cant find a better person then they will take you as a last resort. Also about being special. You arent being special. There are millions of people like you who are too weak to see the reality of their relationship. You are romantisizing it in your head to the point that it looks like a story in a book. But trust me that story is in your head. Out in the reality you are just in an abusive relationship. And im not sure if you are the abuser or the other one or both.