[Serious] Suicidal and depressed people of Reddit, what would it take for you to want to live again?

To just feel like I mean something to someone....anyone.

To not feel like I'm just existing and that the entirety of my life will have meant nothing.

To not feel so damned lonely and....dimmed from people I guess is the best way to put it. To not actually be with friends attempting with all your heart to have fun, just for one night, but excusing yourself to go use the bathroom so you can cry in private because you know that all you have to come home to is a dark, empty house while they have loved ones...girlfriends and boyfriends and family that cares for them...and then you cry more because you are ashamed of feeling so envious.

I just want the pain to stop. I've been stoic for too long in my life, and the cracks are starting to form. I'm so tired and so miserable. I want...I need a reason to keep going.

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