I'm not invalidating you, I'm just putting out a PSA out there that if you're like that, I'll mercilessly bully you.

overtly "bad" - mostly until i realise it's being directed me

My pet theory is that my preference stems from "having an excuse to be bad". It's conflict seeking. The "childish" angle, on the other hand, compels me to tone down my aggression, to loosen the grip of my will to strangle.

Worst part is that those sort of people are somehow attracted to me - narcissistic or just codependent, you name it. I'm kinda ok when its just normies, but when it's narcissism beneath it, that's an abomination on top of another perversion lol.