Rave: went to a high-end clothing store with a friend who needed to buy some formal clothing. Saw a gorgeous gown and decided to try it on for shits and giggles. Fit into the sample size (XS/S by default). Didn’t buy it, because it was super expensive, but I felt so so so thin and so so so good.

Rant: attended a friend’s wedding recently and look HUGE in every picture. I seriously haven’t looked that fat in a long time. It was a mindfuck because I had people tell me how thin I was looking in person, and yet in every picture I look at least 20kg heavier than I am. It was honestly really disheartening but what can you do, right? Just gotta hope that losing more weight will get me to the point that I don’t look fat in pics :/