I worked in Alaska in a cannery. I worked 20 hour days, was expected to do my own laundry ( god help you if you tried to reware anything thanks cold/wet/smelly conditions. Then you'd get off after killing yourself all day and the management would feed you fish steaks that didn't make packaging like it was some cruel joke. I picked up smoking and chugging coffee just to stay awake. I got my life threatened by overworked employees who barely knew where they wee, much les what you were saying. I still have back and neck problems to this day. i now work construction, which only adds to whatever issues I happen to especially feel that morning ( my wrists lately). There are people who don't have the physical features to make men ( or women) willing to pay good money to see them. These people don't have easy "options" whether it be in Alaska or working a cashiers jobs at mcdiesals.

I understand the emotional pain that can occur from the "camgirl" line of work. I get that things in that line of work can be traumatic. but i have never and will never have sympathy for someone who chooses work in a field that uses their' naturally gifted traits to exploit the instincts of others.

and you walked away with a decent wage. And got to work from home. And set for the most part your own hours. I lived in a non-insulated shack and worked OT because I was expected too. Plenty of 24 hour days with maybe a 3 hour nap only someone who doesn't need the money would say money isn't everything. those emotional scars will heal, this post is part of the process in sure. I won't be able to afford the surgery I am inevitably going to need when im older to fix my lower back and neck. and unless I magically grow a six-pack, chiseled jaw or masters degree, My only options are work hard and hope someone notices.