I don't know what to do

Yeah. She has guardianship, and told the court I am horrible. But then I just got a text from her, asking me to come home early (I was at class) to take care of my daughter. I have no issue with that, my issue is if I'm so bad, why would she let me be the primary caretaker of my daughter? I'm not even legally supposed to be here. I really think they're going for adoption.

I put in a petition for supervised visitation (This was before i moved back in.) and their attorney tried denying it. My mom claims that didn't happen, but I HAVE the paperwork. I have texts, proving I've been taking care of my kids though.

She might be, but if I don't complete it, how will I ever successfully move out? I'll get a warrant and I really think that's what she wants. I offered to pay rent, gas money, etc.

I know I fucked up. But I'm trying to fix it. OMIGOSH, YES. My mom is the same way. My dad's wishy washy, and plays both sides, but buys me alcohol behind her back. My mom takes me out to lunch after we've fought. We don't say I'm sorry in this house.

I really hope they don't. I try to hide my drinking from them and don't drink when they're awake. I know it's a huge possibility though. :/

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