First of all, I want to apologize for my bad English. I am not from an English speaking country.

2015:

It was my last year at school, and I didn't have many friend. Everyone thought I was strange. I didn't attend any graduation parties, and neither my parents nor my family were happy about it. They knew I didn't have friends because I spent so much time in front of my computer. The college tests were my only reason to live.

Middle to end of 2015:

The college tests were released, and I wasn't accepted anywhere. I had just studied the past 3 years to be denied. I was a good student. All 5 of my "friends" (5 people I talked to who never really cared in school) were approved, even grades worse than my own. I was ugly, and at 18 years old, I'd never even kissed a girl. I didn't see the point in living since I was bad at everything I'd tried to do, and I was only trying to play DotA and study hard. I hadn't left my room in 2 weeks. I had decided that I was going to kill myself.

Not soon after, I had discovered something new, a website called Twitch.tv. Days later, I discovered the stream of a player who called himself Arteezy. People were meme-ing about him in both donations and chat, but he didn't care. His streams were so funny, he was just saying funny things. I laughed a lot, and his strange music was funny as well. And for the first time in years, I got excited about something. Every time I saw Arteezy streaming, I would get so hyped and happy, and it made me realize that life was not just about those stupid tests. The best way to live life is not to care so much about these things. It is best not to worry about if you are pretty or not, or if you will have a good future or not. We are all going to die anyway, and there is nothing better than saying a good old "Lmao wHo cARES HAHA xdXd." You will always be happier, and that is the whole point of life.

So, that's it. I'm sorry about my bad English. I want to say thanks to my boy Artour for making me smile in sad days.