I was looking for a job and then I found a job...

Lol, I just got done listening to another good AvPD Smiths song, Please Let Get What I Want

I currently have two. I work nights at a convenience store and at a fast food place during the day. At this point I live through this shit everyday and once I'm at work I don't really give a fuck anymore. I still cry a lot and have panic attacks before I get there but once I'm in the middle of it, I'm just zoned out.

So the exposure hasn't helped the fear and loathing but it has broken me down to the point that I accept the fact that I will be constantly humiliated, stressed out, berated by customers, etc, etc. I'm almost at peace with it but it's still a nightmare. I know that isn't very encouraging.

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