I understand your pain, I’ve had a very rough life, grew up in a household with a bipolar mother and an alcoholic father, they split when I was like 8, I hated grade school, hated high school had severe acne and social anxiety in high school, actually enjoyed college and was happy for a brief moment in my entire life but of course the pandemic happened when I was in college and turned it into hell, remote college for 2 years, total isolation and stress, all my friends dropped out or moved away, etc. I’m 24 and I’ve never been on a date. I’m unemployed. Literally have nothing I life all I’ve known is suffering. But I’m not going to do it because I know things will probably get better, if it wasn’t for the pandemic I would probably be doing very well right now so I just need to work on myself and get back on track to the way things were.