I’ve had one girlfriend or another pretty constantly since middle school, and the longest time I’ve ever been single was by choice for a year and a half when I was 22,

I've long been trying to figure out why so many guys were able to have that kind of dating life, while others like myself always struggled. I've been mostly single all my life and the dating outlook is looking pretty grim at 44. I know being neurodivergent didn't do me any favors - I never really developed the confidence and charisma that girls are drawn to - but I'd hoped something would have fallen into place by now. My reality is in such stark contrast to yours, it's surreal.