It doesn't matter. Do you think this is the first woman i've ever disappointed sexually? Nope. I'm always the HL partner and my partners always start out HL but then lose it. The best thing i can do is destroy my libido and never have to worry about disappointing another good woman ever again. Read my first response to this post. This was the last straw. This was the last shred of self respect I had in my ability to make love. It's fucking gone. I have zero self esteem in the bedroom, and I just give up. I married a good woman. she deserves good sex. My past relationships deserve good sex too. I can't do it, so it's time to let them go. My wife claims she doesn't want to leave me. So be it. If she wants to stay, than she's welcome to stay. If she wants to leave me and go find a man who can satisfy her, than go. I need to accept who I am. I'm an unattractive man who is bad at sex.