First of all, I am glad that you were able to experience some fun. I know you know this, but you can have fun without alcohol. You never really know who will become addicted. You do need to however be very aware of what is important, and that is to not depend on alcohol to have fun, that is not the answer, and it will ruin your life. Just remember to stay controlled and I am confident you will be ok!

I hardly drink, I don't like feeling uncontrolled. Once in a while, a couple times a month, I will feel like having a glass of wine. I have noticed it makes me feel more relaxed and have less anxiety, I'm not really a fun person anymore as it is, but I understand how you feel, it does make things more fun.