I will be killing myself tonight.

Just try to give it one more day. The beauty of life is that it is unpredictable. True, there is plenty of misery dealt out, but there is also the potential for moments of pure contentment. You never know, tomorrow could provide an unexpected moment of crystallization. Someone could say something, or you could simply see something of beauty that changes your perspective.

I relate to you though. My life is in a wreck at the moment. Everything is falling apart. I'm wondering when my last day is gonna be. The main thing keeping me going is wondering abt the potentials of another day. I always just try to give it another day. If I look hard enough, there is beauty. It can be found in the simplest of things like music, video games, your favorite show, or a good book. Any of these work for me as they help to take my mind off the present situation.

I don't know you, but I know that you are a unique person with a unique perspective on life. No one else will exist that is like you. There is only one you. No one else can offer the perspective that you alone have on the world. Your mind is yours alone, and no one can ever take it from you. You are unique and special indeed whether you want to think it or not.

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