I'm glad you're not ashamed, there's no reason to be of course; it takes a serious amount of guts to post your boobs up online like that, plenty of people can't even walk around their own homes naked after all.

Yeah, you're right, the "right person" will find your OF stuff a bonus of some kind, but that person may never come along. Plenty of people, regardless of how they look or behave, say they'd love an OF performer as a partner but those people have never experienced the reality of seeing their partner posing for strangers or something to that affect, it starts out cool and hot but, unless they are REALLY well adjusted, then it's never going to end up like some kind of fairytale because reality has a shitty way of kicking you when you're down.

Does being an OF performer mean you're not allowed to love or dream of a white knight on a shining steed? Hell no! Dream big! If we're talking purely from a logical standpoint then selling your body for cash (in one way or another) isn't likely to pull in any dream guys; you'll get guys but they'll either be hot as all hell but crazy and stupid or they'll expecting a non-stop sex orgy while they do jackshit.

Why am I saying these things that almost definitely will fall on deaf ears? Maybe I've got a soft spot for people that want one thing and do another....maybe it's just hard not to stick my nose in....crazy right?